Gorsh Pete

I haven't been on here in a while, have I? Been kinda busy I guess. It seems like there is always something. This is good because it keeps my mind occupied, but it also wears me out so quickly, I would love to have a time to just catch up on my rest.
The most exciting thing to happen in my life lately is the fact that I got a new washer, dryer and vacuum cleaner. Delivered to my home on Sunday, I can now do laundry at home. The novelty hasn't worn off yet. LOL. All those years of doing laundry and here I am, once again, rejoicing over the fact that I can do it again. I'm not complaining here when I say this, but I really miss my clothes line. There is absolutely nothing that smells better than sheets dried on the line. Some day. I remember when we were looking for a house, that was one of my requests. It MUST have a clothes line. Weird, huh?
The vacuum cleaner, being the person I am, hasn't made it out of the box yet. Hopefully that will happen tomorrow or the next day.
Tomorrow is Indian Day. I get the day off work. Unfortunately, I have a stupid doctor's appointment. Not just one, either, but TWO! In CLAREMORE! Right in the middle of the day so I really can't do anything in the morning because I have to leave by 10:30 at the latest and won't get home til who knows when. My day off has been completely ruined. By an ultrasound and a mammogram. Stupid mammogram. I'm not looking forward to that, let me tell ya. "Come here and put yer saggy baggies up here on this ice laden metal plate and let me squish it till you think it's going to start oozing blood" That's my perception of what a mammogram is going to be like. Hopefully it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be.
Well, I better be getting back to the grind. Checking my email and playing on Face Book. LOL. I got my stuff done early today, so I'm just the phone answerer for the afternoon. It was hard to come back from lunch to do that.
I know there was one more thing I was going to post, but I can't remember for the life of me what the heck it was. If it comes back to me, I'll come back and edit.
Have a wonderful day!
Okay, I'm back to edit already, and it's not even been an hour yet. I wanted to encourage any reader to check out the new link I have for the 1828 Webster's Dictionary. Very very cool. I'm a dictionary nut anyway, so this was such an awesome find for me. What a dictionary was suppose to be like. The dictionaries today are so distorted to the truth, it's hard to find a real definition.
So, check it out.
That is all.

Well, how do I look? This is the year 1966, the year my Mom graduated High School at good ole Seneca High. I can't even make it look like me. I have 12 pictures like this on my facebook page and I swear, none of them look a thing like me! And it's a recent picture of me, too. If you look closely you can see the nose stud, so it's less than a year old. I pierced my nose in December last year. LOL, very, very funny.

Genius

The people at Admiral Express must not be paying attention today!

Well, there you go. An image of my latest tat. When I emailed it to myself from my phone it came out GINORMEOUS! I'm pleased that it came out normal here. At least I hope that it posts normal. That's on my right inner forearm, by the way. It's not a butt cheek, an inner thigh, or anything else I wouldn't show in public.

I had so many thoughts about what to blog about, and now I'm fresh out of ideas. Hmm, I think it's the hunger that's blocking out any ideas of writing. All I can think about is food. When I get home for lunch I'm eating left over sloppy joes. That's one of the perks of going home for lunch. Never having left overs sit in the fridge till they mold.

Today marks one month on the new job. What a long month. At least I kinda know what I'm doing now. I know what to do when I walk in the door now. There's only about 4 of the 21 extensions that I don't know by heart. I was ever so glad to finally get those down so I wouldn't have to look each time someone called for a certain person but didn't know their extension. Those 4 I don't know, well, they just don't get very many calls so I don't use them often.

Mike made me so mad this week I wanted to physically hurt him. I was livid. Then he goes and apologizes the very next day. I mean, a big apology with the words "I was wrong" and everything! The largest part of me was saying you're forgiven, which really irked me. The smallest part was still screaming "BITE ME!" I would have liked to stayed mad a bit longer. LOL, that's the worst comment I've ever uttered. So many people lately have told me that anger is really just hurt coming to the surface. True. So true.

I have been around so many weirdos and psychos that I long for my idea of normalcy. Get up, go to work, come home, cook & eat supper, then spend time with the family until time to go to bed. That will only be normal with Mike. I can't see myself doing that with someone else's family. If I ever remarry, I see it with either Mike, or with a man who's kids are grown and on their own or has never had kids. I don't want to help raise someone else's kids. Sounds selfish, but not really.

I just got back from lunch and now I feel like I could take a nap. I only thought I wanted to before lunch now I know I need one. Hope things get a little more busy and/or exciting around here after lunch than before. It was so slow and dead in here. Have a wonderful day, people!

What A Weekend

I'm trying to get a picture of my latest tattoo uploaded from my phone but it's not doing it very well. I think it's because I don't have much of a signal here at work. I'll try again when I get home. I'm ready to go home.
I think I may have saved someone's life this weekend. He was contemplating suicide. Life is scarry sometimes. Thank God He gave me the words to say and the wisdom to not push him further.
God is so good to me. I think I've mentioned this before.

I'm bored, grouchy, my feet hurt. I think the reason I'm grouchy is because my feet hurt. These boots are going into the trash when I get home. Never to be worn by me or any other unsuspecting person. They are worn out, that is all there is to it. I got them last year and wore them all the time and today was the first time to wear them for this season. I remember now last season saying that they were getting uncomfortable. This is way more than uncomfortable. Just sitting at my desk they hurt! Ahh, gave the old dogs a break and took them off. Why can't I find comfortable dress shoes? I know why. Because you don't normally find them at Payless in their bogo sale and that's where I get a lot of my shoes. LOL. These lady killer boots (lovingly called my hooker boots by Shael) were from Target, though. Does that count?
It's after 4:00, just another 45 minutes or so before I can leave. I feel like I'm in high school, counting down on the second hand until the bell rings. I want to be out of here directly at 5:00. Got a hair appointment with my sister as soon as I can get there. She's cutting Shael's hair and covering up my ugly weird in between color. I can see blond covered up with a hint of red and a hint of purple. Then there's the two inches of regrowth of my own natural dark brown. What happened to my brother, the opposite happened to me. The older I get, the darker my hair has gotten. It got so dark, in fact, that people were asking me all the time if I was getting it colored and it was virgin hair. Even Daddy asked me that.
Got a new phone today. A blackberry storm. I'm going to have to do some major messing around with it to even figure the thing out. The lady I talked to on the phone when I had a problem with it right out of the box, told me she ended up going back to the regular bb because she realized she's a button person instead of a touch person. I hope that I don't have to do that. So far, my nails wont push the "buttons" on the touch screen, it has to be my finger pad. That sucks. I don't want to get rid of my nails, I like them!
I can't get my phone to completely activate because I'm in the dead zone of all dead zones here at work. Sometimes you can get a text out, but other times it won't even think about it. And forget about talking on the phone. So, here I sit with this ultra cool phone I can't even play with because of no service. Sucks. Well, I take it back, I can listen to the ring tones that it came with. All 67 of them. And the one video (Babylon A.D. preview) and the one song (some India Indian sounding crap that I do NOT get into). OK, I think I need to have time to sit down alone to play with that phone, where I don't get interrupted by other things.
Man, I'm so weird feeling today. I don't even know what to call it. Grouchy, sleepy, sneezy. Pick your dwarf, I think I could be any of them today. Happy? Yeah, I guess I could be. I will be when I get out of here. I'm a dwarf when all I really wanna be is Snow White.
I'm going to start shutting things down. Get my desk cleared of any remaining clutter. I will talk later!